i shall type in chinese :D

昨天，张老师教我们写记叙文，
我们可以选要不要写。
题目是“等待”。
听了之后呢，我对这个题目感到兴趣！
可是我不懂些什么好呢 D:

Xing Fu De Qi Dian 幸福的起点 - StyLe

Was thinking about my sis.
How much i missed her around,
how she sort of acted as a shelter for me.
From responsibilities, everything.

Of course i do hate her when she's around,
cause she just does things that irritates me
But on the other hand, the house's so quiet&empty w/o her.

Often, on Saturday afternoons
coming home from tuition, alone at home
will give me time to think about the past,
or maybe just last year.
She'd be there half the time, watching tv or dvd,
probably ordering my around or being nice to me
But she was the key to everything.
I miss her, really i do.

This year,
she's been all over the world.
The only days she has been here was
the few days around my birthday,
and the 1 day whereby she came&left again.
i didnt get to see her on that 1 day cause i had cca.

anyway
it's pretty much too late.
soon, she'll be getting back her A's
&who knows if she's gonna go overseas or smth
Even here, she may be staying at the hostel for all i know.

i don't want that to happen ...

Everything happens for a reason,
right?

I'm not sure lol.
I missed history.

Overwhelming feelings,
uncontrolled emotions.

I've come to a point whereby i've lost my cool.
I can no longer keep it in.
Words and flashbacks is all that im thinking about,
photographs to recall.

I am so bored.
My cute little cousin playing my psp
- Winx! :DD
My brother's sitting next to me.
I hear the fan making sounds.

I see things as they normally are.
I want to eat chocolates.
I crave for food, there's like a stack of them in my house
:D
Which is helpful in the case of an emergency!
:D

&lol,
im crapping one whole load here.
With my brother seeing what i type
HAHA.
My younger sis is currently the clone of a roasted pig
- look at how sun burnt she is after kayaking
=x

Casey's talking with me thru' msn!
:D

I wanted to get away from some people in my life.
I made lots of wrong decisions in life these recent years,
and im regretting them D:

What do i do ?

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.
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I am unsure of everything.
Everything that used to be so important to me,
that made the smiles genuine,
is currently, gone already.

Out of reach for my hands to hold them near my heart.
I can only stare into space,
wishing i had everything in place.
In control.
I cried but nothing changed.

The Unknown :D
2o Jan '93
SLEEPYHEADツ

more than i could have asked for.

gossip;

casey♥
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